Uneasy

I need to vent this out.

Exactly 3 years and 2 months since I first left PH for UAE. I was not thinking clearly if that was the right thing to do on that time. After losing my first job, I instantly took it as a sign that it was the right time to try my luck abroad. I didn’t even research what to expect in UAE, what I knew is I need to take a big leap of faith at the age of 21.

I remember how I cried my heart out when the plane took off. Catching the last glimpse of Manila from the small window, I knew I’m going to miss the country, my family and friends but above all, myself. My old self. Yes, on that moment, I knew that my life and my self would not be the same again.

Fast forward 3 years and 2 months, I found myself packing my luggage, contemplating what had happened on the past 3 years I’m here. Will I go back here or will I stay in PH? Is this my last day in UAE? If so, it’s really a funny thing as I never thought of going home this soon.

Ahh, Life. 2018 gave me the craziest roller coaster ride so far.

Ewan ko. Ayoko na magisip. Bahala na. Hirap din ng puro plano. Wala naman nasunod.

Sayang. Di ko man lang naupdate yung blog ko since 2015. Hayyy.

Sorry for being weird and overly dramatic.

Inshallah, Everything will be ok soon.