Eh?

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Weeks from now, I'll gonna leave the country in search for greener pasture, would there be really one? It's funny how I've always wanted this to happen. This is the plan since college yet I'm scared to face it. Would I get a good job, meet friends or send money at home? Ughhh I don't know. I don't really know what would happen next, I've always felt unmotivated, sad, lazy these days.

And to my family and friends who are so damn dear to me. Most of them don't know this yet, I'm afraid of their reactions yes? It's better that way. I want to start new. I don't know if I'll start new. Well, this is my CHOICE. Might as well deal with it.

Endings are just beginnings

What happened last Monday is a proof that nothing is consistent in this world. PALex had a massive layover of around 190 ground staffs and that includes me. I can't say that I'm not affected since I'm about to resign this summer too. But 190 in just a day??? Seriously what is wrong with Lucio Tan lately? Good thing most of us are still young and we can still look for another job but It's not the job nor the salary I'm going to miss..It's my colleagues, friends, roomies whom I treated as bestfriends for the past nine months, We never had a proper goodbye to everyone since we're not required to report for work the next day. On the bright side, I was able to get free three international flights (2 roundtrip tickets for Dubai and one Hongkong) and 10 domestic flights. Thanks to my instincts, I was able to file it before the layoff. And I'm thinking maybe..maybe this is a sign that I need to go overseas to work. I talked with my mom and titas and they've been pushing me to use my ticket and go to Dubai ASAP. So I am processing my Visa now... So see you Dubai this March?