Eh?

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Weeks from now, I'll gonna leave the country in search for greener pasture, would there be really one? It's funny how I've always wanted this to happen. This is the plan since college yet I'm scared to face it. Would I get a good job, meet friends or send money at home? Ughhh I don't know. I don't really know what would happen next, I've always felt unmotivated, sad, lazy these days.

And to my family and friends who are so damn dear to me. Most of them don't know this yet, I'm afraid of their reactions yes? It's better that way. I want to start new. I don't know if I'll start new. Well, this is my CHOICE. Might as well deal with it.